Week 2

Well... I just started my second week of workouts. I have been taking Hydroxycut since last Wednesday. So almost a week on that front. I have been walking/jogging almost every day. I am trying to keep it up. If I don't do it in the 100 degree summer valley heat, I try to get out with Chris when he gets home at about 11 at night. It's cooler and it's always nice to have someone with you to motivate you. My knee is starting to feel the affect, but I still push myself. I wish I would of started this sooner because then I wouldn't be so embarrassed to show up to my party on Saturday in a bikini. I am really determined to keep this up. I want to go back to a healthy lifestyle. I want to be sexy again. I want to be able to put on Lingerie and not be so upset when I look at myself in the mirror. I think it really got me when I put on the last piece on Lingerie that was bought for me and it looked like I had a baby bump. It was not cute. Chris says he loves me just the way I am, and it's great to have someone who doesn't care what you look like, but I think I will be happier with myself when I look like what I want to look like. I refuse to get on a scale right now. I want to keep this up for at least a month before I weigh myself again. I weighed myself when I first started and I was 160 lbs. This is the heaviest I have been in my entire life. Not where I want to be.