School....

I think this is why I have discouraged school so much in the past is because of the cost. One of my books for my Psychology class alone is $180. That just one book of 2. That's just one class of 3 I hope to be in by the beginning of the semester. I cannot believe how much I am going to be spending in books alone. I should of just gone away to school and finished it right out of high school. I would of been done and been a teacher by now. I wouldn't be complaining of money or anything like that. I guess the phrase is true. The choices you make when you are younger really do shape your future. I am terrified to meet with a councilor to find out what classes I need to get my AA and then I need to go on and get my BS. I really don't know what to do anymore. I went through this once already going to school and I ended up giving up for a while and being very depressed. I don't want that shit again. I can't take it.