Him

Why is it that no matter how bad of a day I am having or how much I really could care less if I was alive, he can always make me smile no matter what? It's crazy. I have only known him for a little over a month and I feel like I have known him so much longer. He gets me and why I do things. He even can describe my facial expressions over the phone when I get frustrated with him. I have never had anyone around that could do that. That smile of his could brighten up my day on the worst day of my life. He has this one cute dimple on the right side that kills me every time I see it. He kisses my forehead and I instantly melt. He literally makes me go weak in the knees. Even Jeff couldn't do that. I know a lot of people say its way to early for me to jump into a serious relationship and I know they are right but there is just something about this guy that I can't get out of my head. Every time his name pops up on my phone I get all giggly and It's nice to know that feeling still exist. I lost a lot of feelings for Jeff over the years and forgot that some even still could make me happy until Jason came along. It's a feeling I can't even describe. Just writing this I am smiling like crazy.