I had to do the hardest thing ever last night. I told Jeff that I didn't want to move to Placerville. I am just not ready to move yet. I'm not sure if I would ever want to move up there and be away from my family. What he doesn't realize is that if he moves up there he has family and friends, if I move up there I have no family and the friends up there aren't the ones I want. I want my best friends and my awesome-ist friend and my bowling friends. If I go there, they wont be there and that sucks. I am not ready to give that up. He looked completely broken up but he said everything would be ok. We would work through this and he didn't want to break up. I put everything out on the table. I told him if he gets a house down here I would move in with him in a heartbeat but I don't think that will ever happen. I'm not that lucky. I t hurt to bad to tell him but I couldn't hold it in anymore. He needed to know. This is a great way to start off the holiday season. We have our annual Christmas Extravaganza tomorrow evening and then Rob & Crystal's Christmas party next Saturday. We are busy busy people. Which is good cause it keeps my mind off of everything.
Well I'm gonna try and fight of the stupid flu and get better. I refuse to spend another holiday season sick.
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