Change Of Life

I cant remember if I posted it or not but Jeff and I are no longer together. I had to do it because one, I didnt want to move and two, I just wasnt happy anymore. Im at a time in my life when I should be experiencing new things and not being tired down. I just want to have fun and finish school and start and career. I have put it off long enough. My main focus in life now are my family and friends. I will always love Jeff no matter what but I needed this and I think he did too whether he wanted to admit it or not. Its time to mend old friendships and begin new ones. Its gonna be hard to love someone again but I know it will happpen. I can feel it. Im happy now and everyone says thats all that matter and I have to say that I agree. I need someone to make me smile, to treat me like I should be treated and that loves me for me and not the person they made me out to be.