Keep Moving Along

So the last few days have been a blast. I love that I have friends that I can run too when I need to talk or just need someone to be around. I have a guy that from what I hear really cares for me and my feelings. This year could not start off any better. Well except for the fact that I will have to spend the next 24 hours on my back because it's all fucked up. I guess I got one of my nerves caught on one of my vertebrae and when the doctor removed it and put it back into place she said I will experience some intense pain and because I don't like taking medicine I am just going to have to stick it out. Which is fine but I never expected it to be this bad. I've never really cried because my back hurt but let me tell you, this pain I have, I could cry until it stops. Then because of this I cannot have any strenuous activity for a week. Really? Blow me. I just bought all this new lingerie and I cant even wear it for a week? FUCK. Oh well. Doctors orders. Oh and because Jessica can never go to the doctors office without getting bad news, they want to run some more test on my Thyroids because one of mine is twice the size of the other and she wants to make sure that it's not something that is going to affect me in anyway. Yay, Go me. I do have to say its nice to have a guy that understands what the doctor says. He was like ok, we will just hang out and chill until your back gets better. He came to visit me last night and hung out with me and Amy for the longest time even though he had to drive 45 minutes back home and had to be up at 5. Yeah I think he loves me. I know I think I love him. It's crazy. This feeling. So last night when I was waiting for him to get home I texted him about something that was said on the way home. He wanted to know what we were doing for our 1 month? Now I have never had a guy that likes celebrating anniversaries so when he said this it kind of caught me off guard. I said "I don't know. What are we doing?" He told me "We are going to the city." Ok. So when he was driving home I asked him "So you like celebrating anniversaries?" and the response I got officially made me fall in love with him all over again. He has not had the best past but that is because of his own choosing. He is not the one for serious relationships. He was the hit it and quit it type. I knew this getting into it but I did it anyways. So getting back to the subject, he then text me with "Well it celebrates the day when my life got brighter. So I would like to do something to commemorate that." :-) I mean what girl would not like to receive a text like that? I swear I was smiling all night long. I do need to work on a few things though. I need to stop comparing him to my last relationship. It's not good for me or our relationship. I want this relationship to be different. It already is different. I want to keep him as long as I can. All my friends seem to like him. Well except for Noah.

So this one deserves it's own paragraph. So last night, Jason and I were at Amy's house playing Wii and just hanging out. Now Noah had Amanda because of a few things that have been going on. So he brought her home and I was right by the door when it was opened and I waved at him and let me just say if looks could kill, I would of been dead. It was like I wasn't his friend, an outsider. I was like wow. I turned around and when I introduced him to Jason, Amy said that he even gave Jason some dirty look. What the hell? I thought that him and I were cool after Jeff and I broke up but I guess not. That's bullshit if you ask me but whatever.