I don't know how many of these I have posted over my entire blogging career but as I am approaching my 30th birthday in less than 30 days and I just happened to catch myself in the mirror last night after my shower, I am disgusted with what I saw. I refuse to step on a scale beaus I know it's just going to make me even more angry than I already am. 10 years ago I was nice and skinny. I weighted about 115lbs, fit into a size 5 jeans, and didn't care what I looked like.
Now it's consumes my life. I am the only one who can change that. I need that motivation in my life. Why can't Merced offer classes for this kind of stuff. Not just open session classes that anyone can go to. I had so much motivation when I was taking weight training classes.
I hate going to the gym. I feel like I am being judged. I guess that's the problem you get when you go to In Shape. All those assholes are judgmental pieces of shit.
Ok I should probably wrap up this short post because even typing this is making me angry.
Sunday, July 23, 2017
Saturday, July 22, 2017
An Abrupt MIA
Sorry for the abrupt absence on this blog. I got like 2 days into my post op recovery and I just gave up.
I AM STILL ALIVE! I promise. Obviously.
Surgery and recovery went great. I am back to my old self just with an added scar to my body. Ha. And in a lovely but uncomfortable place.
School actually went really well for all the troubles and hills I went through this semester. I cam out with all B's. I'll take it. I also got an invitation to the national honors society. I was not expecting that at all. Makes me feel good though. But I am so ready to be done though. 6 classes left after this fall semester. I think I can see the end in sight. But then I have to take credential courses. So it's not quite over yet. But once I finish I am seriously contemplating leaving California. I either want to go back east or Hawaii. Hawaii is looking better and better every day. Chris doesn't want to go but I'm not sure I am going to let that stop me.
Just got back from vacation. Orlando Florida. I've been there before but the boys haven't been there. It was an interesting trip to say the least. Not one I plan to make as a group again. I'll go by myself. We did get tattoos while we were there. I added to my thigh piece. The artist I had was down right amazing. If I am ever in that neck of the woods again I will get another piece by him in a heart beat. If you are ever in the Orlando area head to Hart and Hunnington Tattoo in City Walk. Ask for Adam.
Other than that not much else to update. Chris and I are sill together. About to hit 6 years. Yeah that's crazy but we aren't going there.
I AM STILL ALIVE! I promise. Obviously.
Surgery and recovery went great. I am back to my old self just with an added scar to my body. Ha. And in a lovely but uncomfortable place.
School actually went really well for all the troubles and hills I went through this semester. I cam out with all B's. I'll take it. I also got an invitation to the national honors society. I was not expecting that at all. Makes me feel good though. But I am so ready to be done though. 6 classes left after this fall semester. I think I can see the end in sight. But then I have to take credential courses. So it's not quite over yet. But once I finish I am seriously contemplating leaving California. I either want to go back east or Hawaii. Hawaii is looking better and better every day. Chris doesn't want to go but I'm not sure I am going to let that stop me.
Just got back from vacation. Orlando Florida. I've been there before but the boys haven't been there. It was an interesting trip to say the least. Not one I plan to make as a group again. I'll go by myself. We did get tattoos while we were there. I added to my thigh piece. The artist I had was down right amazing. If I am ever in that neck of the woods again I will get another piece by him in a heart beat. If you are ever in the Orlando area head to Hart and Hunnington Tattoo in City Walk. Ask for Adam.
Other than that not much else to update. Chris and I are sill together. About to hit 6 years. Yeah that's crazy but we aren't going there.
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