I Don't Care Anymore

I honestly don't care anymore if people read what I write about on here. For the last 4 1/2 years I have kept to myself the way I feel about where I am living and not posting in on my blog but you know what, I don't care anymore. If you don't like what I have to say then fuck off.

I am so sick and tired of being fucking treated like a god damn maid who doesn't fucking matter. You leave your fucking messes around and not clean them up because you know eventually I will get sick and tired of walking over everything or not having a clean dish to use and I will clean up. Well not anymore. I will fucking continue to walk over your shit. I am not your god damn maid. If you want me to be one you better fucking pay me like one.

You know I am in school full time. You know that when I am not in classes I am mostly like doing homework. What do you do when I am doing that? You have the TV up to 60 so you can ignore your child(I'm not even going there on that one), or you are screaming and talking loud, or you are just being down right rude. Yet when you are doing something that you need some quiet time for you want the entire fucking house quiet. Well guess what, not anymore. I will not be giving you respect if you refuse to give me the same respect. Fuck that.

Mostly everyone in this house has fucking anger issues. You take something so minor and turn it into a world catastrophe. Why the fuck for? Do you think any really cares how you feel when you could give two shits on how they feel? Guess what, we don't. It's really sad when 5 of your own children would rather be thousands of miles away from then be near you. You wonder why family doesn't come visit anymore. Because you fucking treat them like shit.

I'm saying this now, when I get my degree and I move I will not be speaking to any of you for a while. I need to get the fuck away from your total and utter bull shit of a fucking life. I feel really bad for Nicholas because he doesn't know any better. But they way he is left to run this house, don't be surprised when he turns into the next high school shooter because you never tell him no and let him get away with everything.

I am so fucking done with all this shit. I really needed to win that lottery last week because it would of been the last time any of these fucking people heard from me.

Poof!