A New Month...

Hopefully a new attitude. I don't know what's going on with me these last few weeks but I have had some serious attitude. I don't know if it's because of school or my living environment. I have a feeling it's both but a big part of it being the people I love with. If I could move, I would but being so close to finishing school, I know if I move back home I will lose all focus and just go back down that hole of procrastination. I don't want to do that. I can see the transfer phase in sight. I will find out more tomorrow on when I can and should start the application process. I think I'm going to apply to all the schools I can and see what I get. You never know. I think the requirements are the same because I am staying in the UC system. It's just a question I have to ask. It's exciting and scary all at the same time. 

There is so much going on in February. I have A's fan fest, dad's birthday, Glee's One Night Only, my Merced meeting, Amy's birthday(which I'm not sure I am going to be able to make it too), more planning of my trip, need to get my car serviced. That all goes on top of mound and mounds of homework. I'm not even joking when I say that is literally all I do. Between History and all it's reading and writing, biology and it's lab work and huge paper, and English with just about everything going on all at once because we only meet once a week. I will be able to handle it, but it's a lot of work. 

Chris has a new work schedule because of school which is throwing him off which in turn throws me for a loop. He gets grouchy and I get grouchy. It's not a fun time with us lately. I get really excited when I get to leave the house for school because that is really the only time I leave the house. There isn't a whole lot to do down here and when you don't work and don't have any extra cash, you kind of get stuck staying home. I don't know how people could ever work full time, go to school full time, and maintain a relationship. That's craziness right there.

Well I guess I better pick out 3 new recipes I want to cook this month. If no one else will eat them besides Chris and I, it's their loss.