I'm missing out on all the amazing things happening to people I used to be so close too, but because I broke up with a mutual friend, or am not friends with the person who introduced us, they have cut out all communication or I have somehow just put them on the back burner. I understand that with a few, I broke up with someone who I was with forever and a day, and I did cut ties with some of them but I never cut ties with this person. She had been nothing but good and kind to me. She is now pregnant with her first child with her husband and I don't get to tell her congrats or send her baby gifts or anything. That one is partially my fault, but still. It goes both ways.
I guess today just isn't the day for my emotions. I don't know why, and no I'm not pregnant people, I'm sure that has gone through a few of your minds reading this. It's just I have been so stressed out by all the homework and schoolwork from this semester that now since It's winding down, all my emotions are catching up to me. If this is how its going to be after every semester, I don't think I am going to be able to handle this. I am only at the Junior College level. What is it going to be like at the University level? Ugh. I need to see a therapist or something.
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