Crazy, Crazy Crazy

Things have been a little crazy lately. I have been going crazy not having a job. I sit at home all day and do nothing but clean and play on the computer all day. What is my life coming too? I have applied to so many jobs and no one seems to be writing me or calling me back. Do you know how pissed off I am getting about that? EXTREMELY. Fuck my life.

Another thing that has been on my mind lately is the people who are sitting behind their computers and talking shit about what I have said on my facebook page. First things first, my page, up until a few days ago, was private and these few people are blocked from viewing anything, so how is it that they know what is being said on my page? What person that I call my friend has been going behind my back and letting stupid pathetic people read my page and then write about it on their page or on their blog? I swear I cannot trust anyone these days. And people wonder why I have trouble trusting people. Because shit like this happens. I have been thinking of deleting Facebook but there are a few people on there that I talk too that live on the other side of the country or in a different country for the time being, and I like being able to read about what they are doing and seeing their pictures and such. Life is about people trying their hardest to take you down and will do anything to do so. 

I want to start a photo blog but I don't know about what. It popped into my head last night as I was laying in bed, but what to take pictures of. Hmm. I have a few friends who take pictures of everywhere they have peed. Haha. Weird. I know. I have people who take pictures of random flowers or sunsets or thinks like that. I guess I am going to have to do some serious thinking. I would love to take a picture a day of Chris and I but I know he would never go for it.

So Chris starts his new hours today. He got promoted to Supervisor last week and now instead of him working 6am to 2pm he is now working from 2pm to 10pm. So I lose all day with him. He will come home and I will be going to bed and he will be up for a few hours. I will wake up in the morning and he will still being sleeping and then he gets up and goes to work and we do this whole thing all over again. I don't know how I am going to handle it. I asked him if he would want me to move back home and just come back on the weekends so he can sleep when he wants and sleep without distractions. But he said no. I could go home if I wanted too, but if I didn't he wasn't going to tell me to go home. Ugh these new hours are going to be the death of me. LAME!