Wednesday, November 9, 2011

I Know I Do This Every Year Before The New Year

And it always seems to change. I guess some people really just don't belong in my life. This is the post where I thank the people who are in my life for being here and tell the people who fucked me over yet again to kiss my ass.

I don't even know where to being for this year. So many people have come and gone into my life. I think this year I might start with the good-byes and end with the people who I love.

Abigail: Us not being friends anymore, really doesn't surprise me. It was only a matter of time before you turned out to be just like your sister. I thought you were the good one, but yet you fooled me again. 17 years I have known you and they really have been filled with a lot of drama but like I always do, I looked past it all when I should of looked it right in the face and saw it for what it really was, a friendship that was doomed from the beginning. These last few months without you in it have made me see that life without the Gonderman/Rorstrand/Richard clan is so much more simpler.

Kelly: You are the one that surprised me the most. I never thought you would throw our friendship away over a stupid girl who did or did not give you a piece of ass. It was stupid and pointless and I think somewhere deep down you know that but you know there is no way for me to forgive you. I thought you were going to be someone who would stick by me through thick and thin, but I guess I was wrong. I really don't even know what to say to you about it. I really could care less if you fell off the planet. You successfully hurt me, just like a lot of other people in my life have. And to make me laugh the girl you threw away our friendship for basically told you to kick rocks. Ha. How does it feel.

I would put my 2 ex's but I don't even think they are blog worthy any more. Not even going to waste my time writing about them, and there are a few other people I would love to blog about but I am not giving them the satisfaction of writing about them.

Now on to the people who have made my life this past year some great.

Amy: I know we have a few bouts this year but I am so glad that we got passed them. You have been there for me through a lot and I am so glad that I have someone like you to count on when things get rough. Thank you so much for letting me be part of your beautiful wedding, even more as your maid of honor. You and Andrew deserve happiness and I could not think of 2 people I would like to be happy more than the two of you.

Christopher: Where do I start with you. I guess I can thank you for showing me that not all guys are the same and that there are some guys out there, that no matter how old they are, know how a girlfriend should be treated. Thank you for never letting me run away when I was angry or frustrated with you because I knew if I left, I wouldn't of some back and I would of missed out on a lot of good memories with you. Thank you for taking all my crap that I have dealt out. I know it hasn't been easy. I love you a whole lot and I know you know that.

Big Momma: Getting to know you has been some of the funnest times I have ever had. You always get me to laugh when I am ready to kill a bitch. You are always there when I need someone to talk too. You are like the mom I never had. We have done some crazy things in the past few months but they have all been worth it. From late night Walmart trips for a "Bag of Chips" or spending a week making shirts for a freaking high school football game. We are some crazy people.


I know there are way more people to add to this list but those are really the only ones I want to write about.

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