Always Love

Wow. I swear I haven't been abandoning my blog. I have just been so busy with other things. I am so sorry. I'm sure none of you want to read my blog anyways. It's not that interesting. But I still blog. Soooo... let's see what's new in the world of Jessica!

I am still jobless. I have applied just about everywhere and still nothing. Macy's wanted me to schedule an interview for the holiday season, but when I go to the website to schedule the interview, there aren't any open spots, but to check back daily to see if any become available. What kind of stupid bullshit is that? I need a job and right about now I will take just about anything that will come my way. I have actually thought about moving back up the bay cause it will probably be easier to get a job but I know when I am up there, I would not be happy. Why can't people hire me? What do I have to do to stand out from the rest?

I have caught yet another cold/flu. I have been drinking plenty of fluids and momma has been taking care of me. She bought me a giant box of medicine and pumping me full of zinc. I have never been sick this many times in one year. I am always tired, running a fever, achy body. Go Away.

Right now there is a bunch of drama with some friends. All I want to say to them is please leave me out of it. I am a mutual friend of the both of you and one more than the other one, I do not need to read about you bashing the other. You need to realize that even though I am your friend, I don't want to read you talking shit about my other friend. But I will say, we told you the exact same thing last week, not in such a harsh way, but you chose to blow it off. It's out of my hands now. Sorry. But please stop with the shit talking.

Thanksgiving has come and gone and now Christmas is upon us. Which means that 2011 is almost over. I swear it's like it just started. Where did the year go. It's been a year with many ups and downs but that's life. Christmas is going to be tight this year. All my extra money is going towards bills. Which sucks because we all know I give some kick ass Christmas gifts.

As of tomorrow, I have 2 credit cards to pay off. One should be paid off by the beginning of January and then I am only down to 1. Thank god. I hate being broke and in debt. I need to start re-establishing my credit. I want to buy a new car and a house one day. I guess in some ways I am just like my dad. He screwed up his credit when he was my age, and now he has a better credit score than 96% of the United States.