I Am In Need Of A Long Update

I haven't done a super long update in hell of long. I have been so busy with other things in life that I just don't blog as much anymore. So much for keeping up with my New Years resolutions. Ha. Things have been good and bad lately. The bad is things at my dad's house just seem to be getting worse. He is so ungrateful for everything I do there so I just don't do it anymore. I do a lot of him and it never gets acknowledged. It is so not worth it. In only a few short months, or even before will I be out of there and not have to live by his crazy ass rules. I am 24 years old and I am not aloud to have a boy in my room or have anyone over? What kind of crap is that. He brought up me paying rent and I told him that if I pay rent I should get to do as I please and he has to treat me like a renter. Which means I can have a guy stay over and I can come and go as I please without telling him where I am going. He told me No and that was not the way that was going to work. So I told him I was going to be paying rent if I wasn't going to be treated as a renter. I could move somewhere else and pay rent and do what I want. So that ended that one. I just was informed though that Willie and Danielle are moving out of Big Momma's today. Thank god. They will be gone. They are doing it on their own. Maybe us freezing them out made them realize that none of us want them here and they just need to get the fuck out of Ceres. Haha. So now after we get Momma moved in I can talk to her about moving in. That is after I get a job and school starts. I would love to live there. We get along great and she can come and go as she pleases as well as I. Everything seems to be going good for once for me. *Knock on Wood* I don't want to Jinx myself. School will be starting in January and I cannot wait. Hopefully I can get the classes I need and get finished with this stuff. I am so over being in school. I should be done by now but because of the way things have worked out I am way behind and no where near to being done. Ugh. Damn it. I need to be finish school NOW. I don't know how many jobs I have applied for and head nothing back. I need a job fast. I want money to pay for bills and to buy things I want. Please job fairy... lead a job to me so I can be a big girl. Chris and I hit a few rough patches but after talking about it we seem to be doing good. There are a few things that still bug me but I need to remember that he is younger than me and I just need to get used to it if I want to be with him. I do want to be with him. He makes me happy... sometimes. Haha. I'm just kidding. We will be together for 2 months next week. I don't know whether time is going by fast or slow cause it seems like it has been so much longer than 2 months. Hmm...