Starting Fresh

It's time to start fresh. Doing things for me. I am not going to go looking for a relationship, just going to have fun and hang out and whatever happens, happens. I am done with getting my heart broken. I am tired of falling harder than someone else and hurting in the end. I want to be happy and I think right now, this is what I need to do to be happy. I am just talking to guys. No strings attached. Not until I feel like I am ready to put my heart on the line again. I do feel a little guilty because one of the guys that I have been talking to is an old friend of Jason's. I could care less what Jason thinks about me. He made it perfectly clear, but I feel bad for his friend because I don't want their friendship to suffer. Oh well. Fuck it.