Just A Kiss by Lady Antebellum

Lyin' here with you so close to me
It's hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe
Caught up in this moment
Caught up in your smile

I've never opened up to anyone
So hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms
We don't need to rush this
Let's just take this slow

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch in the fire burning so bright
And I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

I know that if we give this a little time
It will only bring us closer to the love we wanna find
It's never felt so real, no it's never felt so right

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch in the fire burning so bright
And I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

No I don't want to say goodnight
I know it's time to leave, but you'll be in my dreams
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch in the fire burning so bright
And I don't want to mess this thing up
I don't want to push too far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, oh, let's do this right, with just a kiss goodnight
With a kiss goodnight
Kiss goodnight

Starting Fresh

It's time to start fresh. Doing things for me. I am not going to go looking for a relationship, just going to have fun and hang out and whatever happens, happens. I am done with getting my heart broken. I am tired of falling harder than someone else and hurting in the end. I want to be happy and I think right now, this is what I need to do to be happy. I am just talking to guys. No strings attached. Not until I feel like I am ready to put my heart on the line again. I do feel a little guilty because one of the guys that I have been talking to is an old friend of Jason's. I could care less what Jason thinks about me. He made it perfectly clear, but I feel bad for his friend because I don't want their friendship to suffer. Oh well. Fuck it.

Adios

Jason and I are done and I really don't think I could be happier. I was sad but then when I realized Jason's true colors I said fuck it. I am just going to have some fun. Single and ready to mingle.

Sorry

I need to take some time away from blogging and concentrate on other things going on in my life. I hope to be back to blogging soon but there are big issues that need my attention.

:(

Its sad that now when we see each other its weird between us. This is not how I want it to be. Can things just go back to normal now?

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Really??

This is the second day we have done nothing but sit at home so he can play video games all day. I am not the confrontational one so I sit here and say nothing but look annoyed. You would think after 6 months we would have something other to do then sit at home and play video games all day long. You are 22 years old. You need to start growing up. This is ridiculous. I don't even know how much more of this I can handle. I am ready to just pack up my shit and go home and not deal with your shit again. Oh my god I am so damn frustrated. We do the same thing every weekend almost. You have been home for a week so I know you play enough video games when I am not around, so can you find something else to do when I am around. Lets watch a movie. Go for a walk. Just go drive somewhere. ANYTHING!

I Am Proud Of Myself

I realized today that I am beginning to trust some females more lately. I think it's good to have a few girls in your life that you can trust. We all know I hate females because they always bring way to much drama but I think these girls are just right for me.

Karen: I love you like the sister I never had. I can talk to you about anything. It's nice that I can call you, anytime of the day and you lend your ear. Thank you so much.

Cassie: Your wedding was amazing and that was really when I got to know you. Thank you so much for including me in your festivities that weekend. It was definitely a life changing weekend. I cannot wait to hang out with you more often when the guys go do their wrestling crap. Haha.

Charlotte: Getting to know you over the past 5 months has been a blast. I love hanging out with you while Brian and Jason are having their "Gay" moments. I hope we get to hang out more, but next fall is going to be a blast. TEAM YOUNG AND SEXY!!!