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I really hope things work for Jason and I. I know we have communication issues but I think we can work past them. Well at least I hope so. We don't have a problem telling each other whats on our minds sometimes, but sometimes we both hid what we really feel. I have been opening up a lot lately but he still seems to be closed off. I have talked to him about it, and he says that he is really working hard on it, but seriously, after 5 months you are still completely closing yourself off? I feel like you are making no progress. I don't want you to change for me. You said you wanted to change for you but I don't see much change. Maybe because I am so close I can't see the change but I really wish I could.

Things at work have been a bit non-existent. I still work for the district but have only worked once in the last 2 months. There have been a few days that I had to say no because I wasn't in town but still, it sucks. I have been looking for another job but haven't had any luck. I have a bunch of bills piling up and it's beginning to stress me out. I don't know what to do.

Things at home have gotten so much better. My dad got a job so he isn't home during the day when I am there so we aren't arguing anymore. Which is nice but I still hate being home when he is home because I know that it will only be a matter of time before one of us snaps.

Went to Nick & Cassie's Wedding this weekend. It was so much fun. I met a bunch of really awesome people. I really hope that at my wedding I have as many loving friends there as they did.

Got a new tattoo!!!