Update on Jason

Last Thursday Jason was injured at work. He was moving things around and something swung into him and threw him about 10 feet and into a pile of scrap wood. He had a 2x12 job into his back. We took him to Emergency because he was in so much pain and could barely walk. We were concerned with internal bleeding. After 4 hours in Emergency and about an hour waiting in the Pharmacy, nothing was broken and nothing was bleeding. Had x-rays taken and nothing was wrong. They put him on Vicodin. He is still sore from time to time but we think he is doing better. He has a meeting with the Occupational Medicine Physician and then can return to work.

Holy Wow

I just spent the last 3 hours reading old blogs. Like going back to when I came back from Australia in 2004. Holy shit. A lot of stuff has happened. Good and bad. It's crazy. The shit I put myself through with friends and Jeff, damn. What the fuck was I thinking. I think it's time for one of my post about the people that mean the most in my life right now.


1. Jason Ryan - I love you with every ounce of me. You have been there for me through a lot and have helped me through some of my darkest days lately. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. I hope our relationship can blossom and turn into something amazing. I know it will, it just needs time. Love you Baby!!!

2. Stephonie - TWIN!!! I miss you tons. Since bowling is over I have no one to bake with or speak Dooney with. It's just not the same. We need to hang out soon and go for that Mani/Pedi we have been talking about for the last 5 months.

3. Karen - Girl, how much we are the same is FREAKY!! Like Twilight Zone freaky. I cannot wait to come up to Chico and visit you. I'm glad we got to spend some quality time at the Teffs Wedding. :) Here is too many more years of friendship. You can't get rid of me now. You are stuck. Haha.

4. Kelly - You are like family to me. A lot of my venting has been done too you. Thank you for never judging me and just letting me rant because you knew I needed too. I know I haven't been going to the races as much this year, which means we lose out on prime hang out time, and I am sorry about that. We will hang out soon.

5. Abigail Grace - Shit. I have known you since you were in diapers and you will be a Senior in high school next fall. Fuck I feel old. I have enjoyed watching you grow up to be a beautiful young woman and I wish you nothing but that best in what you choose to do with your life. And dance your little ass off. Love you!

A Picture That I Can Always Relate Too

I think everyone can relate to this picture one time or another. Thank you Peyton Sawyer for this lovely piece of artwork. I love it.

A Few Pictures From Last Weekend

RENO ROLLERS BUS TRIP SEND OFF!!

Can you see how close we all are?

These guys are like my family.

The two who have been with me through everything.

I love them.

Old Friends and New Friends. Can't go wrong.

NICK & CASSIE TEFFS WEDDING!

Nah none of them have been drinking. Haha.

SHOTS!!!

Karen & I. This girl is amazing.

My One of a Kind. My Twin. My Sista from anotha Mista! Haha.

Friends. Brothers.

I love this picture of Jason. The love of my life.

:)

I really hope things work for Jason and I. I know we have communication issues but I think we can work past them. Well at least I hope so. We don't have a problem telling each other whats on our minds sometimes, but sometimes we both hid what we really feel. I have been opening up a lot lately but he still seems to be closed off. I have talked to him about it, and he says that he is really working hard on it, but seriously, after 5 months you are still completely closing yourself off? I feel like you are making no progress. I don't want you to change for me. You said you wanted to change for you but I don't see much change. Maybe because I am so close I can't see the change but I really wish I could.

Things at work have been a bit non-existent. I still work for the district but have only worked once in the last 2 months. There have been a few days that I had to say no because I wasn't in town but still, it sucks. I have been looking for another job but haven't had any luck. I have a bunch of bills piling up and it's beginning to stress me out. I don't know what to do.

Things at home have gotten so much better. My dad got a job so he isn't home during the day when I am there so we aren't arguing anymore. Which is nice but I still hate being home when he is home because I know that it will only be a matter of time before one of us snaps.

Went to Nick & Cassie's Wedding this weekend. It was so much fun. I met a bunch of really awesome people. I really hope that at my wedding I have as many loving friends there as they did.

Got a new tattoo!!!

Random

So I read on Jeff's facebook today that he had to go to Federal Court yesterday. FEDERAL COURT??? What the fuck? I'm kind of curious of what he did. All he told Kelly was that he was in a place he shouldn't have been. That's Jeff for you. $10,000 fine. Jesus Christ. My grandma joked about his life falling apart ever since we broke up. Hahaha. Dumbass.

Im So Glad

I have a good relationship with Jason's parents. Its nice that I can talk to them about anything and we can just hang out and we can go do things without Jason around. I love having a relationship with his parents. :-) Life is good.

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75 Crazy Hot Sex Moves

1. Have a naughty-movie marathon. Rent a bunch of flicks with famously steamy sex scenes. How could you not get inspired?

2. Intensify his orgasm by placing two fingers an inch behind his balls and feeling for a dent (the perineum, a big pleasure trigger). For the last 30 seconds before he comes, massage the spot in a circular motion.

3. Tie two or three knots in a nylon stocking, and gently wrap it (don’t tie it) around the base of his penis so it’s snug but still has some give. The compression makes him even more sensitive, and the knots stimulate your clitoris as you move in girl-on-top.

4. Put a small mirror out to the side, parallel to his body, while you’re going down on him — he’ll have an eye-popping view.

5. To make his orgasm explosive, gently squeeze the base of his penis for five seconds before he comes, then release.

6. Close your eyes and masturbate in front of him. It’s a turn-on because he’ll feel like the only viewer of a private porn show.

7. Text your man racy one-word messages that, when strung together, hint at what you want him to do to you that night.

8. Make a playlist of sultry songs, and set it to shuffle during sex. Change up your pace and mood to match each new tune.

9. Buy a small, bullet-shaped vibrator that has a remote operation. Hold it over your clitoris, and hand him the controls.

10. While your man is hard, use one hand to push his penis up toward his stomach. Lick the underside of his shaft by keeping your tongue flat and moving your head from side to side to cover more surface area.

11. While he’s giving you oral sex, tell him to insert a finger in your vagina and stroke your G-spot with a come-hither motion.

12. Get it on outdoors in a sleeping bag in your backyard. The cozy space makes missionary position even more intimate.

13. For increased sensation for both of you, apply a warming lube designed for sex to his penis right before he enters you.

14. Straddle your guy, then lean forward and rest your upper body on his torso. Bring one leg out to the side, and bend it so that the inside of your leg is against the bed. Then straighten the other leg, and slide it in between his legs. You’ll be better able to rock your clitoral area against his pelvis.

15. As your man goes down on you, ask him to draw figure eights with his tongue over your clitoris so he hits every angle.

16. Challenge yourselves to have sex every day for a month. More frequent encounters rev your libido, culminating in a big domin-O effect with each session.

17. Before sex, take a hot shower together and rub each other’s bodies with salt scrub. The steam and rubbing action will stimulate the nerve endings and blood flow.

18. Sit on the sofa with your legs spread, feet on the ground, and your hips slightly off the edge. Have your man kneel in front of you and enter you, then use your legs and arms to slide yourself up and down on him.

19. Explore tying each other up by getting a sport sheet — which slips over your bed and has four Velcro restraints at each corner — from a sex shop.

20. While on top, straddle your guy and clench your legs so his arms and torso are pinned down. As he keeps still, roll your hips in a clockwise direction. Switch to counterclockwise, then back, every 30 seconds.

21. Play porn star by bringing a camcorder into bed to view yourselves. But don’t record the action — just seeing each other through the lens is a huge turn-on.

22. Trade butt-cheek massages, using firm, kneading motions to stimulate the surprisingly sensitive gluteus muscles.

23. Kiss and lick your way down his torso, stopping short of his penis, then give him a smile and work your way back up. Repeat several times until he begs for mercy.

24. Pop an erotic film into the DVD player, and let the noises serve as inspiration — you’ll feel like you’re in the midst of an orgy.

25. Build momentum by keying in to an ocean legend that the seventh in a series of sea waves is the strongest. Lie on your back on a bench and have your man make every seventh thrust his most powerful.

26. For a superintimate move, have him sit Indian-style (with legs crossed) on the bed or floor. Then straddle him, wrap your legs behind his back, and rock back and forth.

27. On a cold, rainy day, pick five spots in your apartment, and challenge each other to have sex in every one before sundown.

28. When out at a party, lean your back against him so it looks like you’re just affectionately resting your body. Then subtly grind your butt into his package instead.

29. Flash back to high school by keeping your panties on during sex. He can massage you through the fabric — with both his hands and his mouth — as foreplay. Then, when you’re begging for skin-on-skin contact, have him pull the panties to the side to enter you. Put lube on his penis, then get on top, slip it between your labia, and slide up and down along his shaft, targeting your clitoris.

30. In girl-on-top position, lean back and place both hands on the bed behind you with your head tilted back. He’ll get a full view of your breasts and torso and a tickling sensation from the feeling of your hair on his legs.

31. When giving him oral sex, invite him to finish on your breasts.

32. Run your fingertips over your nipples and gently squeeze your breasts in your hands, all while holding eye contact with him.

33. Ignite all his senses by giving him light, fluttery, barely there kisses all over his body, from his forehead down to his toes.

34. Put a frozen grape in your mouth and warm it up a bit. Then hold it between your teeth and glide it down his neck, around his nipples, and over his lips. Finally, use your tongue to slip the grape into his mouth.

35. Have him tease you by varying his thrust technique: entering you with just the tip and then going only halfway in or stroking you on the outside with his member. He can even swirl inside you, grinding with a circular motion.

36. In the middle of intercourse, dig your nails into his butt and pull him in closer.

37. When he’s giving you oral sex, have him approach you at a perpendicular angle so he can move his tongue across your clitoris, rather than up and down. It’s easier for him... and superintense for you.

38. While kissing him, lick and suck his tongue to simulate action below his belt.

39. Ignite all his senses by giving him light, barely there kisses all over his body, from his head down to his toes.

40. In doggie-style, make a downward V with your fingers, and place them over your labia to put pleasuring pressure on your clitoris.

41. Make upright sex easier by standing on a step stool to line up your pelvis with your man’s. Wrap one leg around his waist and have him cradle an arm under your butt for support.

42. Cop a trick from yoga to intensify your connection: As he enters you from behind when you’re on all fours, do cat/cow stretches, slowly rounding and then arching your backs.

43. Create a buffet of sensual pleasure by blindfolding your man. Then alternate using a cashmere glove, silk panties, and a piece of leather to stroke his skin. Next, it’s your turn.

44. While driving home one night, tell him to pull off into a secluded parking area. Then take him in the backseat.

45. With your man sitting on a chair, straddle him, then slowly slip him inside you and caress his lips with your nipples.

46. While kissing, gently run your fingernails up and down the inside of his arm. It’s a teasing, arousing sensation that will leave him craving more.

47. In-bed aggression makes sex more exciting, so have him be a little firm with you by pinning you to the bed. Playfully resist by trying to close your legs or sit up. Just don’t get too rough, and make sure you have a safe word.

48. Have him stand with his back pressed up against one side of a door frame. Bend over and hold on to the other side so you’re in a standing doggie-style position.

49. Show up at his place in a long coat and knee-high boots and nothing on underneath.

50. Try side-saddle position for a more unique and snug fit. Make a bridge with your arms behind you on one side of him and your legs in front of you on the other. Then slide yourself down onto his penis so you’re perpendicular to his body.

51. For a tighter fit during missionary, bring your legs together and up toward you, then rest them both on one of his shoulders or keep them high and straight.

52. As you feel yourself reaching orgasm, slow down to an intensity of about 75 percent of your full speed, stay there for one minute, and then pick up the pace again. This technique will make your orgasm even more intense.

53. Challenge him to turn you on using only one finger on less obvious spots, like behind your knees and the nape of your neck.

54. Before company comes over, get it on in one of the chairs in your living room. Seeing a guest sitting there later will remind you of how naughty you were.

55. Come to bed wearing nothing but sky-high fetish-style or gladiator heels. Your footwear will give your tryst a kinky S and M vibe.

56. While pleasuring yourself, call your man and give him a play-by-play of what you’re doing. It’s both a turn-on and an education.

57. To get better leverage in missionary, lie with your head toward the end of the bed, put your feet up against the wall, and use your legs to push back and forth underneath him.

58. Take an ice cube and run it over sensitive spots, like his nipples, lower stomach, and inner thighs. Follow each stroke with hot breath on the area, letting your lips graze his skin.

59. To help you orgasm during missionary, slip a small vibrator over your clitoris while he’s on top. He’ll also reap the benefits from that extra bit of buzzing on his nerve endings.

60. Instruct your man to sit in a chair, and bind his hands together behind him using a scarf. Then give him a lap dance, teasing him with your untouchable hotness.

61. Before you orgasm when he’s giving you oral sex, lift your hips slightly and clench your butt muscles to make it more intense.

62. Run a superhot bath and get in so that your heads are on opposite sides of the tub. Use your feet to tickle, stroke, and gently massage each other’s sensitive spots before getting on top of him.

63. In missionary, up the G-spot action by having him rotate his body clockwise, using his arms to support himself, until you’re facing opposite directions. From there, grip his waist with your thighs as he thrusts back into you.

64. In girl-on-top, as you are sliding up his penis, contract your vaginal muscles, squeezing your way up his member. Then release, and slide back down his penis. The clenching of the muscles will help you reach orgasm and give him a tight fit.

65. Pick up a couple of sushi rolls, lie down on your couch, and invite your man to enjoy a meal off your naked body. If he’s not a fan of raw fish, use Gummi bears instead.

66. Lick the skin between his balls during oral sex, then lightly suck each one.

67. Using massage oil, rub his chest and penis with the same motions.

68. Gently rub a bit of lube onto the head of his penis while stroking his shaft with your other hand.

69. Lift his sack, and flick your tongue on the crease of skin where the scrotum meets his body.

70. Slip on a massage mitt (a plastic glove found at most sex stores), and give him a lubed-up hand job.

71. Wet the fabric of his underwear with your tongue, and puff short breaths of hot air on it.

72. While your man is on all fours, lower yourself under him and gently tilt his penis toward you so you can suck from underneath.

73. Drape a warm, wet washcloth over his penis to get his blood pumping.

74. Slip a vibrating ring onto the base of his shaft while giving him oral sex.

75. Take a beaded necklace (one without exposed string or wire), lube it up, then wrap it around his penis and roll it up and down.

Carson City

Well this weekend pretty much sucked. I had fun bowling but Jason was being a complete ass and then to top it all off a few of our friends kept telling me that "when" not "if" Jason and I break up I better still be friends with them. Kind of got me thinking, do they see something or know something I dont know? I got angry at Jason thinking that there was something going on. So it basically ruined my whole weekend. That and I barely got to spend anytime with Jason to even talk about it. We got to talk about it on the ride home from bowling last night and it wasnt that he didnt want to hang with me he just wanted to do his thing and he thought I was just doing my thing. Also he was just frustrated with the stuff going on with his bank. So we shall see where things will go.

Anyways here how I bowled this weekend. All my scores are not final. There are 6 weeks left in the tournement:
Singles: 155, 214, 220 (That put me in 10th place right now)
Doubles: 127, 137, 149 (A series I wish I could forget)
Team: 133, 191, 211 (We took over 1st place hell yeah)

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