How

How do you convice your mind that there is someone out there who actually does love you and wont hurt you like you have been hurt in the past? That seems to be the one thing that I have a hard time getting passed. Jason isnt like any person I have ever dated but I cant seem not to think that he wont hurt me. Im scared to let him in because Im afraid to put my guard down. I dont want to hurt like I have hurt in the past. I want to be fair to him but when it comes to our serious conversations lately I shutdown and not talk to him about things. I do love him but I cant seem to get my heart to understand that he wont hurt me like I have been hurt before. But when he says it, I want to believe him but my heart freaks out. FUCK! Why does this have to be so hard?

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