This Weekend

This past weekend has been very eye-opening.

Friday night Jason and I went over to his Aunt's house because they went out of town for the weekend and needed someone to house sit until Sara and Ethan came home from Disneyland on Saturday night. I ended up going to be hella early but then once Jason came to bed I couldn't sleep. He fell right to sleep as I laid awake for a few hours before finally falling asleep and as soon as I fall asleep Jason starts to snore and I mean hella loud. I socked him a few times and he didn't budge. Then when I finally got him to stop Roxy, the dog that Jason had to bring in bed because he didn't want that dog to be lonely, she begin to snore. Damn it. That was it. Slept like shit.

Saturday was a very interesting and stressful. I woke up in one of my moods and I couldn't take it anymore. Jason did one little thing that got on my nerves and I snapped. After a few minutes of me going crazy I just broke down and cried for I swear like an hour. Jason just sat there and held me for a while. Then things took a turn for a the worse like I always let it. Jason still isn't used to me keeping my feelings in and when someone is telling me something, like giving me advice, I just sit back and listen and never say a word. He took that as I wasn't listening and then he got a little frustrated. I left to go to my grandma's house for my dad's birthday dinner. I always told myself I would never leave someone's house angry but I couldn't help it. So then I get to my grandma's house and then shit really hits the fan. I couldn't hold it in anymore. I had to just get it all out. My dad brought up Jason and then him and my grandma just tried to make me feel bad for jumping into a relationship after breaking up with Jeff and I lost it. I just went crazy. I told them how I felt and let me tell you that made for an awkward dinner. No one spoke to me. Oh well. I'm so over having my family try and run my life.

Sunday was the 500. Stayed in my PJs and just relaxed. I didn't go back to see Jason Saturday night because he was going to Elimination Chamber in Oakland later on Sunday night. Also I think we needed some time apart. We decided that when the show was over I was going to go out there and talk about what had happened on Saturday. So after the 500 my friend Kelly and I decided that we were going to go out to dinner. I wanted Chinese. So we went to Chinese and I was totally looking forward to my fortune cookie. I have this thing that everyone has to open their fortune cookies at the same time. Well when Kelly and I opened our cookies at the same time we said "What the hell??" We had no fortune in our cookies!!!! What the fuck is that shit. I was pissed. Then to top it all off, we get back to my house and then guess what, Kelly had to have his car towed home. -_-  Jason ended up getting home around 11 or so. I drove the 45 minutes to his house and it was a little awkward but we got past that.

Monday was supposed to be a chilled day but it got blown way out of proportion and I really don't want to blog about that because what happened between us does not concern anyone but him and I. After all that we went out to dinner with Jason's family for Rocky's 83rd birthday. We were supposed to hang out with Nick and Cassie but they just wanted to go home. So we went back home and watched Scott Pilgram vs the World. It wasn't that bad of a movie.

All in all it was an eventful weekend, some of which I would love to forget but I know that everything happens for a reason.