I Thought

I really thought that family was supposed to stick by you though anything and they wanted you to be happy. I guess thats just not the case with my family. I have come to realize that I am being walked over by the people who should be there for me. I am not your slave. I am not here to pick up after you or do your laundry or wash your dishes... I thought you were old enough to do that. Why cant you just let me be happy? I am almost 24 years old. I should be thinking about starting to settle down and think about having a family somewhere in the near future. I should not spend my time crying because you have made me feel like shit. That I am not good enough or that I spend too much time with my boyfriend or that I am turning into my mom. I am not a whore like her and I would never abandoned my family like she did. I am nothing like her and I am nothing like anyone else in my family. I am my own person. I am me. And if you cannot accept that then maybe its time I start thinking about moving out and moving on with my life. Everyone says a family relationship gets better when they become separated but that may not be the case. I think at this point in time things are beyond mending and I just cant deal with it anymore. I need to be my own person and be happy. I just dont need you there to do it.

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