Trying Not To

Im trying not to treat mine and Jason's relationship like my past relationships but it's kind of hard to change what I am used too. I know if I don't change things I will push him away. I just want him to be honest to me about everything and not say he is doing one thing when he is really doing something. If that is what it's gonna be like then yeah thats how I am going to act cause that is just like my past relationships. I don't want to wake up in the middle of the night to find him next to you and him not being there for an hour and then crawl back into bed like nothing happened. I'm not gonna do that again. I need to learn to trust guys again but that is going to be hard. I have to take it one day at a time. I hope one day I can trust him conpletely because I really want too.

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