Blogging While He Is Sleeping

Im sitting here, while I watch him sleep, I am thinking back on all the good times we have had over the last month. I can still remember the first time I went to his house. I had broken up with Jeff and it was like 11 on a Saturday night and Jason told me to call him. So I did and we were talking for a couple of hours and then he decided to tell me a bunch of things about his past that he hasn't really told a lot of people. As our conversation progress his back started to hurt. He told me I should come over and walk on his back too make it feel better. I told him that there was no way I was coming out there its 130 in the morning and you live 45 minutes away. He said I should anyways cause it was be cool to just hang out and that I needed to do something for me. So I decided that he was right so I drove all the way to Castro Valley. Lets say it was the best choice I have made in a while. When I got to his house all he did was hug me because he knew that is what I wanted. And that hug was amazing. I can still remember it til this day. I can still feel his arms around me. And thats where it all began. We can hang out just to hang out. We can talk about anything. Nothing is held back. Our kisses are passionate and its amazing. I can say that I am falling for him so bad and I am trying not to be scared and let anything stop me for feeling how I want to feel. I am going to let me heart open to him and take him in and not be scared to get hurt.

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