After Last Night

I need a new perspective on life. On how I treats others who treat me horribly or back stab me and think its ok. I don't show my frustrations in front of your face but I take it out on others after that fact and they don't deserve it. I kept Jason up all night because I needed to get all my frustrations out and he tried to help but got frustrated in the process because he hates seeing me like this. He just wants to squash it himself so its over but its not his battle to fight and I tried to tell him that but it didn't go over very well. He says it involes me, it will always involve him. I was so pissed off last night I just wanted to leave and go home and take care of it but he wouldn't let me go because he didn't want me driving in the frame of mind I was. I love him with my life because he was right I would if died last night cause I just didnt care anymore. As of this moment, right here right now, I'm done caring about everyone who talks shit behind my back, to everyone who is being 2 faced to me, to everyone who has played me in some way or another, taken my friendship for grated, ruined any relationship I have had or tried... I AM DONE WITH IT ALL. FUCK YOU GUYS!!!

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