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Jeff left yesterday for a week. It sucks. You have no idea. I hate sleeping in an empty bed. I have no one to keep me warm. This blows. At the moment I'm sitting in my own bed, listening to the dog bark at someone across the street. What has my life come too? It's Friday night and I'm at home by myself. God I feel old. I did get a lot done today though. Went out to lunch with my grandma, cousin and uncle. It was a much needed lunch out. Then I came home and went over to Abby's to go shopping with her for her 16th birthday bash next Friday. We put all the gift bags together and got all the decorations. Should be a bright colored party. Black, Purple and Orange are the colors to be exact. oOo tomorrow is the big $5000 to win modified show at Antioch. They are expecting at least 70 cars. That's a whole shit load if you ask me. Summer is offically half over. This makes me sad cause I know I have to go back to work soon. I do have some huge things coming up though. A's game next Friday night, A wedding in Don Pedro next Saturday, 4th of July at the cabin and the weekend after that is the big Bullard's Bar camping trip. I have one weekend off and then it back to work. Why cant we have a normal summer vacation. Oh and then Aruba will be coming up too and mine and Jeff's 4 year anniversary. Damn it's been a long time. I am thinking of doing the Autism Awareness walk in October. Working with those kind of kids, makes programs like this, stay close to your heart.