School

Anyone that says College is easy is a bullshit liar. 

This shit is not easy. It's stressful and it flairs up my anxiety like you wouldn't believe. 

It's so bad I don't feel like I am enjoying it at all. 

First 2 Weeks Are Over

I cannot believe I have officially finished my first 2 weeks of school. Really it's more like a week and a half because the first week of school was only 3 days long but they call it a week so I call it a week.

It definitely isn't Community College or JC.  It's so fast paced. You better keep up. You fall behind that's on you. No help trying to get caught up. Damn. I makes me wish I was still at JC sometimes. Nah I'm ok off of that.


There is just a lot of work. A lot of reading and a lot of homework. They weren't kidding when they said to go to office hours. That's about the only time you can talk to the teacher one on one. The end the class and they are out the door faster than you are. It's hilarious.

It is a change that's for sure.

You Know What....

I think I am going to keep blogging on this blog.

I am not going to let people keep me from my passion. I tried having another blog but I always come back to this one.

It's where my heart and soul is.

I hope you enjoy reading this. Too bad you won't have anything to twist around like you used too.

Welcome to my life again folks. It's good to be back!

A Bit Overwhelmed

I feel like I am drowning in homework these days. Between speeches, and chapters beyond chapters to read, maps to create, videos to watch, workouts to do.... I feel like I do nothing else. I know it's probably a bit embellished but that's what it feels like. It's almost over... thank god.


BTW!
I got my second acceptance. Well my first acceptance without a contingency attacked. Thanks Sonoma State. You will be taken into great consideration!

Good Day

I feel like I've had a good day today. Woke up for the first time in forever without the urge to rip people's head off. It might be because a certain someone is living under the same roof anymore. Her stuff still is but we rarely see her anymore. I'm not arguing. The bathroom has stayed clean. The kitchen was still clean when I got up. It was nice.

I didn't get a lot of sleep last night buy I woke up feeling somewhat refreshed. I cleaned up the bedroom, made the bed for the first time in weeks. Even got the rest of the weeks blog post scheduled for my beauty blog.

Getting ready for class I was actually excited to go and workout. I give Lucy huge credit for that. I purchased her ''21 days to love your body" book. I think that's what it's called. Whatever it is it's made me feel better about myself just with reading the first couple of pages. I encourage anyone to check out Lucy. You can find her on instagram and twitter.

Well it's off to listen to some upbeat music and get ready to sweat my ass off.

Hollywood Medium with Tyler Henry

Ok. So I was just flipping through the channels because there is seriously nothing on TV during the day. I came across Hollywood Medium with Tyler Henry. I figured it was just going to be background noise. I got freaking pulled in real quick.

I am not the type of person that believes in spiritual beings. I've never thought there were spirits around.

Today all that changed.

For one hour I sat in complete amazement of someone so young, who knew things about people. Things that these people had never told anyone before.

If I could get Tyler Henry to come to my house and Medium me I would die.

2016 Promise

I'm making a promise to myself that 2016 I will do my best to not let people get to me. I will try to not post as many negative post and I have been these last few months. I hate being this person who makes a big deal over how people act. It's not me. I am my own person. It's time for me to take back my own life.