Unmotivated

I don't know what is going on with my lately. School. Homework. Home life. Makeup. Beauty. I am just not motivated anymore. I don't know why either. I used to not mind having to go to school or having to do homework. Yes I hated it but I still did it. Now I don't even want to do it. I would rather read other book then touch the ones that actually mean something. Granted some of my school books this year absolutely bore me to death, they shouldn't deter me from reading all together. I mean there has to be something interesting about reading the Trail of King Charles I and read about his getting his head chopped off, right?

Nope. Not motivated at all.

Listening to Podcast

For years I have heard about podcast and heard that there are tons of them out there. I have always wanted to start listening to them but I honestly never learned how to access them either through an app or through iTunes.

Until last week. I figured it out on iTunes.

So for the last week I've been really getting into listening to podcast.

The first one I found was of course "Meet Us At Mollys" which is a One Chicago podcast. One day I will be on that podcast if it's the last thing I do. I freaking love those girls. They are amazing. They post every Friday.

The next one I found was "The Daily Boost: Daily Motivation". We all know I love self-help and self-motivation books and apps so when I came across this app I knew I was going to love it. Scott is amazing. He post every Monday.

The other one I listen to is "Happier by Gretchen". Gretchen is the author of my favorite self-help book "The Happiness Project" so I knew that I would love listening to her podcast. She post on Sundays.

I think 3 is a good starting point.

Let me know what podcast you listen to in the comments below.

I Hate Group Projects

There is nothing I hate more than group projects. I always get a group with at least one person who doesn't want to do jack shit on their part. We are always having to cover. Ugh. Fuck group projects.

Mornings

Do you ever have those mornings where everything you can think of going wrong, does.

Yeah it's been one of those mornings and it's only 1130. I wonder how the rest of my day is going to go.

If I am going to be honest it's been a trying last 3 days and I just don't like it. Not at all.

D.A.C.A. Opinion

Do I think everyone has a right to education? Absolutely.

Should they get a free education? Fuck no. I am a citizen and don't qualify for half of the financial aid I should be able to get because I attend a school with a high D.A.C.A. percentage.

Please some one explain to me how that is fair? I am a US Citizen and I can't even get a free education. Those whose parents brought them here when they were kids and are not legal citizens of this country should have to pay their bills.

If any of these people become citizens then they should qualify for financial aid. But until then... they shouldn't be eligible for things that I can't even get even though I qualify.

I Feel Like....

I feel like I need to post about something on my mind. I know it's going to piss people off but you know what... this is my blog and I really don't give a shit if you agree with my opinion or not.

I hate that I have to sit in a classroom 3 times a week and listen to lectures that tell me that I should be a feminist. I should never have voted for Trump. You disgraced the term female. You know what.... I voted for Trump because I didn't like Hilary. I've never liked her. You have to remember I was around in the times of the Clinton administration. I'm not like the 19 and 20 year olds you think you are talking too.

They may be impressionable but I am not. Please quit trying to make me feel like shit because I didn't vote for who you thought I should vote for.

Ramblings...

Well as the first full week of the semester is coming to a close I thought it was time for a blog post.

I have 2 semesters left to go... you heard that right 2 SEMESTERS! By this time next year, if I can get into summer classes, I will have finished my bachelors. It's only taken half of my life. Ok... not half but a good portion of my adult life.

I am sitting in my research intensive class waiting for it to begin and I can't help but reflect back on the last few years of my life and how much has changed. Some for the good, some for the bad. Friends have come and gone. New friends have emerged. I can officially say that I've made a college friend for life. I used to laugh at those people that say they met their best friends in college. Now I'm one of the people I made fun of. Hahaha. Go figure. Karma comes back around.

There has been family dramas, deaths, and even divorces. But that still doesn't change the track I am on. If you are still in my life, be lucky. That means you will be around for the long haul.