I Think I Am....

I think I am going to take a Hiatus from my blog for a while. I really need to focus on school and finishing. So I am out of here until December. That's after my class has ended.

Until Then...

xoxo

Jessica Lynn

Falling Into Place, Maybe?

So I think things might actually be falling into place right now. I have a new goal. I want to transfer to UC Berkeley to get my Bachelor's degree. I meet with the counselor on the 28th to see what I need to get an AA and transfer. I hope it's not a whole lot. I would really like my Grandma to see my graduate. She isn't getting any younger. Haha. The only thing that would be the topping on the cake, is to have a job come through. That would be perfect. I don't want to jinx anything though. So I am going to stay humble. Not get too excited.

This Cannot Be Happening

I always truly believed that going to a Cal Berkeley game would be the one place in the Bay Area I could go and not have to worry about any drama or seeing people I never could care to see again. GUESS AGAIN. I saw this morning that Andrea(Abby's older sister) went to the game this weekend and made a comment on Abby's page. "OMG!! You will never guess who I just saw? That dumb bitch Jessica and her fucking boyfriend. Fucking Poser!" Really?? Dumb bitch! Calling me a Cal Poser? I hope you die you dumb cunt. I guess I can't even go to the Cal game and relax anymore. This pisses me off to no end. That was my only spot left I didn't have to worry about the white trash. I just want to go back in time and never ever talk to those people and I wouldn't have to be going through what I am going through now. I thought this shit was over. It's been over a year. You both really need to grow the fuck up. And if I ever see either of you at the game I will push you down the stairs and laugh my ass off and you roll.