Love Quotes From Old Livejournal's

You know you are in love when all you can think about is that one special person and you cant stand to be away from them for more than once second and miss them even though they're standing right next to you. You fall asleep thinking about them and dream about them every night.

Love isn't finding the perfect person, its finding the imperfect person and seeing how they are perfect.

If I had a rose for every time I thought about you, I would be walking in a garden forever.

I could search my life through and through and never find another you.

Roses are red. Violets are blue. Who cares what color the flowers is as long as its form you.

Love - A wildly misunderstood although highly desirable malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain causes eyes to sparkle, cheeks to glow, blood pressure to rise and lips to pucker.

Loving you is like breathing. How can I stop?

Every time I have a dream about you, I stay asleep so that I may keep wishing that this dream might come true.

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I love you and I have a million reasons why.

Went to bed thinking of you. Woke up thinking of you. Went to work thinking of you and now im sitting here thinking of you.

Love isn't being perfect. Its learning to look past the imperfections.

I don't want to be number one cause that means there's a second and a third. I wanna be the only one.

You came into my life, sent down from heaven. And now I think about you twenty-four seven,

If I were a tear in your eye, I would run down your cheek and die on your lips. If you were a tear in my eye, I would never cry in fear of losing you.

Everyone says you can only fall in love once. But that's not true. Every time I hear your voice I fall in love all over again.

Love is like the wind. I cant see it, but I can feel it.

Give me a kiss, give me your world, give me your heart and i'll be your girl. give me your smile, give me your time, give me your love and I'll give you mine.

To the world you're just one person. But to one person you could mean the world.

I love you. I always will. Your sweet kisses and hugs. my heart they fill. you mean the world to me and much much more. I'd even give my life for you. The one I adore. I know we'll be together forever. We were mean to to be. For you to be with only me.

You are my guy. You are the blue in the sky. You are the twinkle in my eye and my love for you will never die.

All my life I didn't expect someone like you and now my life's on top and its actually really true. Knowing you makes life all the better. Life is now best and that's cause were together.

You know you're in love when you think about someone more than you think about yourself.

Me and you could make the entire world jealous.

I wanna be the girl you point to and say 'That's her.'

I lost all train of thought when your eyes met mine.

I hope your lips taste of me forever.

Nothing can break this feeling.

You're the best and worst thing that has ever happened to me.

Love is giving someone the chance to destroy you and trusting them not too.

Lets spend forever together.

God only knows what I'd be without you.

I love you more than you'll ever know!

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

You are my last first kiss.

I wanna dance with you in the rain.

You are the first screen name I look for when I sign on.

You're kiss is on my list of things I cant resist!

I knew at first glance that I loved you!

We're only young once so lets mess this right!

I don't think you realize how easily you make me smile!

He has no idea how crazy I am about him!

I'm melting in your eyes!

You haven't really lived until you've met someone worth dying for!

I think you are a little more than amazing!

It was you I was thinking of!

When I'm older...& my little girl asks me "Who was your first love?" I can smile and say..."He is sitting right over there!"

I can't even begin to explain how you're my everything!

She'll never admit it but your the one that's always on her mind!

No One can make me smile the way you do!

Why do you have to be so wonderful?

All I need is everything you are!

Runaway with me...

Our love is so beautiful!

Love me for my flaws ..hate me for my perfections!

I'm falling into memories of you!

Somehow I met you & I never looked back!

You can never say I love you too many times!

I may not be the prettiest, smartest, or the richest girl, but I am the luckiest because I got you!

So there's this boy & he kinda has my heart!

I love you infinity plus one!

Just when I thought I ran out of reasons to smile, you came along!

A girl and guy can be just friends but at one point they will fall for each other. Maybe temporarily. Maybe at the wrong time. Maybe to late. Or Maybe forever!

I wanna see the sunrise with you!

He's my knight in shinning armor!

I don't want to be your whole life, just your favorite part!

Every moment spent with you, is a moment I treasure!

I wanna spend forever in your arms!

I sleep in your shirt cause it feels like you!

We've fallen In love. It was the best idea I ever had!

You're the missing piece to the puzzle of my heart

Kiss me in your living room!

And in case you were wondering you are everything to me!

You will be the answer when someone ask me what I am thinking about!

I close my eyes and all I see is you!

There is something about you I cant get out of my head!

I'd do anything just to fall asleep with you!

You are my only one!

You are my happy ending!

Finally found what I've been looking for!

Once in a while, right in the middle of an ordinary life, life gives us a fairy tale

Epic Fail

AJ Allmendinger has been suspended indefinitely after a second sample from a drug test collected earlier this month violated the league's substance abuse policy, according to NASCAR.

The driver of the No. 22 car at Penske Racing will next receive a letter from NASCAR outlining the terms and conditions of potential reinstatement. If Allmendinger chooses to participate, the following step would be further medical examination or treatment, according to NASCAR's Road to Recovery program.

NASCAR did not reveal the substance for which Allmendinger tested positive, citing the privacy of the individual involved. The testing of the "B" sample was conducted Tuesday at Aegis Sciences Corp. in Nashville, Tenn., which administers NASCAR's substance-abuse program. Allmendinger had a toxicologist of his own present for the test.

"This was not the news we wanted to hear and we will work to get to the source of what may have caused this," Tara Ragan, Allmendinger's business manager said in a statement. "To that end, we have secured the services of an independent lab to conduct thorough testing on every product within AJ's home and motor coach to find what might collaborate with his test, which created results that were within nanograms of accepted standards. We are working closely with NASCAR and Penske Racing to identify the next action steps in this process. We continue to be extremely grateful by the breadth and scope of support for AJ from his fans and partners. We would like to again thank NASCAR, Penske Racing and all our sponsor partners for the open communication, and for helping us at every step in this process. We expect to have further updates in the upcoming days."

Sam Hornish Jr. will continue to drive the No. 22 while Allmendinger is suspended.

"We respect NASCAR's policy and the process they have taken with this matter," the Penske team said in a statement. "Penske Racing is very disappointed with the result of the 'B' sample test and will evaluate its course of action as it pertains to AJ over the coming week. Sam Hornish Jr., will drive the No. 22 Dodge Charger this weekend at Indianapolis and next weekend at Pocono."

NASCAR announced July 7 that Allmendinger's "A" sample from a random drug test conducted the previous weekend at Kentucky had violated the substance-abuse policy, and the driver had been suspended temporarily. Hornish, a regular competitor for Penske in the Nationwide Series, was flown back from Charlotte to race in that night's event at Daytona International Speedway, and also competed last week at New Hampshire in Allmendinger's usual No. 22 car.

On July 11, Ragan released a statement saying the driver had tested positive for a "stimulant." She added that Allmendinger was uncertain as to what could have led to the positive test, and that he was attempting to determine if it could have been inadvertently triggered by his consumption of an over-the-counter product.

What The Flying Fuck

Ok my deal loyal blog followers, this blog is going to be one of those that I will fucking rant to the high heavens without mentioning any names but I am sure that people will know who I am talking about.

DONT EVER  ask to come down here again just because you need someone to buy you alcohol. Get someone up there to do it. You come down, we buy you alcohol, you drink and be a bitch and then you fucking split while everyone is asleep. What kind of coward move is that? That's some shady shit. You didn't stay to help clean up the mess that YOU helped make. You are not allowed to come back down here. Don't show up. There is no where here for you to stay. And frankly, after the last few times you came down here you were flirting with MY BOYFRIEND, I am done with that shady shit. None of us want you down here. No one is impressed with you. Just talking about you, my blood is boiling. I woke up in a good mood, even though I didn't feel good, then Chris comes up stairs and tell me that you left hella early this morning, that was the last straw. Fuck off.

Thanks for reading guys! <3 you!

Aurora, Colorado Theatre Massacre

Updated at 5:45 p.m. ET: A graduate student with dyed red or orange hair who told police he was the Joker opened fire in a theater showing the premiere of the latest Batman movie near Denver early Friday, killing 12 people and wounding 59 others, many of them seriously, a law enforcement official told NBC News.

The official, speaking on condition of anonymity, confirmed reports that the suspect, identified as James Eagan Holmes, 24, told police in Aurora, Colo., that he was the Joker, a reference to one of the most prominent villains in the Batman canon.

The source told NBC News that the suspect had dyed his hair red or orange, which isn't typically associated with the green-haired Joker character. The character also doesn't appear in the newest movie, "The Dark Knight Rises," one of the most eagerly awaited films of the year.

Holmes also told police that his apartment had been booby-trapped. When investigators arrived, they peered in through a window from a hook-and-ladder truck and discovered numerous bottles containing an unknown liquid, fire officials said. The bottles were connected to wires.

"It's nothing I've ever seen before," said Aurora Police Chief Dan Oates, who said the area was evacuated and that police were expected to remain on the scene "for hours or days."
Authorities still hadn't entered the apartment late Friday afternoon. They were examining photographs of the scene to figure out how to deal with the materials.

Holmes, a graduate student from San Diego who was in the process of withdrawing from the neuroscience program at University of Colorado-Denver medical school, put up no resistance when he was arrested in a parking lot at the theater, police said. He retained legal counsel and wasn't answering investigators' questions, police said.

"We are confident he acted alone," Oates said of Holmes, who was scheduled to appear in court Monday morning to face unspecified charges. Authorities refused to speculate on his possible motive.
The victims, who were being treated in six hospitals, included a 6-year-old child. A 4-month-old baby also was treated and released. The oldest reported patient was 45.

One of those killed was Jessica Ghawi, a sportswriter who survived a June 2 mass shooting at a mall in Toronto in which two people were killed and seven others were injured. Ghawi blogged under the name Jessica Redfield.

Defense officials told NBC News that a sailor at Buckley Air Force Base in Aurora was missing and presumed to have been killed. A second sailor and two airmen from Buckley were also shot. Their identities and conditions weren't available.

Authorities said the gunman appeared at the front of the theater at 12:39 a.m., about 20 minutes into the film, and released two canisters of gas. Witnesses told reporters that the gunfire erupted during a shootout scene. Authorities responded within a minute and a half, Oates said.

'Mass chaos'
"It was mass chaos," witness Jennifer Seeger told TODAY. The gunman shot the ceiling and then "he threw in the gas can, and then I knew it was real."

Witnesses said the gunman entered the Century 16 Movie Theaters at Aurora Town Center through an emergency exit door. But a federal law enforcement official told The Associated Press that the suspect bought a ticket and went in as part of the crowd. He is believed to have propped open an exit door as the movie was playing, the official said.

Aurora is a suburb less than 10 miles east of downtown Denver and just 15 miles northeast of Littleton, scene what had been the worst mass shooting in Colorado: the Columbine High School massacre on April 20, 1999, when two gunmen killed 12 fellow students and a teacher and wounded 26 other people before killing themselves.

The suspect was found in possession of a helmet, a gas mask, a tactical vest, throat and groin protectors and black tactical gloves, authorities said.

Oates said the gunman had four weapons: two 40-caliber Glock handguns, a Remington 870 single-barrel pump shotgun and a Smith & Wesson AR-15 assault-style rifle. Three of the weapons were found in the suspect's white Hyundai parked at the back entrance to the theater; one of the handguns was found in the theater.

Law enforcement officials told NBC News that the weapons were legally bought from local stores of two national chains — Gander Mountain Guns and Bass Pro Shop — beginning in May.

Oates didn't say what kind of magazines were used, but he said "many, many rounds were fired." Some rounds penetrated an adjoining theater and injured at least one person, he said.

James Yacone, the FBI's agent in charge in Denver, said there was no early indication of a link to terrorism. Holmes wasn't on any federal law enforcement watch lists, authorities told NBC News, and Oates said he had no police record beyond a speeding ticket last year.

In his apartment rental application early last year, Holmes described himself as a "quiet and easy-going" student. A pharmacy student who lives in the building, which is reserved for students, faculty and staff of the medical campus, said he kept to himself.

"No one knew him. No one," the man, who asked to be identified only as "Ben," told The Denver Post.


The University of California-Riverside confirmed that a man named James Holmes graduated from the university with a degree in neuroscience in 2010. His last known address was in San Diego, it said.

'Pain and grief ... too intense for words'Gov. John Hickenlooper said at a news conference that "our hearts are broken as we think of the friends and family of the victims of this senseless tragedy." He called the shootings "the act of an apparently very deranged mind."

"The pain and grief (are) too intense for words, but we can't let it keep us from our lives," Hickenlooper said. "We are going to come back stronger from this, but it is obviously going to be a very long process."

President Barack Obama cut short a campaign visit to Florida to return to Washington ahead of schedule.
He called for reflection after the attack. "There are going to be other days for politics," Obama said during an abbreviated appearance in Fort Myers, where he led a moment of silence on behalf of the victims and their families.

At a campaign appearance in Bow, N.H., Republican presidential challenger Mitt Romney said: "Today is to remember and reach out and remember our blessings in life. Each of us will hold family close and spend a little less time thinking about worries of day and helping those in need of compassion."

'We need to go'Moviegoers described scenes of chaos and terror inside the movie theater.

Tanner Coon, 17, describes seeing flashes of gunfire, which he thought were fireworks, amid the chaos of trying to escape the shooting as he was "trying to calm" his friend's 12-year-old brother.

Tanner Coon, who was in the theater with a friend and the friend's 12-year-old brother when the shooter came in, said he told them to "get down" when he heard the gunshots.

The shooter fired off about 20 rounds and there was then a pause and a "period of quietness when everybody started running out," Coon said.

"I slipped on some blood and landed on a lady. I shook her and said, 'We need to go.' There was no response, so I presume she was dead," Coon said.

At least three people had been treated for chemical exposure, KUSA reported.

Paris premiere canceledReviewers of "The Dark Knight Rises," the third installment of the Batman franchise, have noted its dark, anxiety-fueled themes, which reminded some of the atmosphere in the days after the terrorist attacks of Sept. 11, 2001. It had been one of the most eagerly awaited films of the year, and theaters around the world began showing it at 12:01 a.m. Friday.

Warner Bros. canceled the Paris premiere, which was scheduled for Friday evening.

"Warner Bros. and the filmmakers are deeply saddened to learn about this shocking incident. We extend our sincere sympathies to the families and loved ones of the victims at this tragic time," it said in a statement.

Chris Dodd, chairman of the Motion Picture Association of America, said in a statement:
            "We share the shock and sadness of everyone in the motion picture community at the news of this terrible event. We extend our prayers and deepest sympathies to the victims, their loved ones and all those affected by this tragedy."

I Miss My Amy

Ok. So I know she might read this so I am going to post it on here. Lol. For to love the blogging world.

AMY!!! I miss your face!! I miss my babies! You need to come visit soon. My birthday is a month away and even then I only get to see you and Andrew and not my Amanda Panda, Faithy, and my baby Matthew(even though he isn't a baby anymore). I hope you are keeping yoursf busy and keeping Andrew up in high spirits. Even though I think it's the other way around. Love you!

Drugs In Sports

I do not condone drugs in sports at all. Illegal ones that is. If a driver or player wants to take a vitiman or a supplement like calcium or iron, I believe they should. I have read an article from a NASCAR driver about how he doesn't believe that drivers should be aloud to take any medications, prescribed or non-prescribed. I do not agree. My response to him, ok fine. Drivers are not aloud to take supplements of any kind, then drivers should not be aloud to drink alcohol the 24 hours before the race. The person making these stupid statements about no supplements is someone who is all posting pictures of about drinking at the track and drinking with fans. Um... I would rather a driver take a vitiman and than get fucking hammered the night before and get into the car. Dummy!

Bad Day

Today has been just a bad day. Chris called and said that he is going to have to work until 2AM. Great. Now I am in this big ass house and nothing to do. Chris has my car. Oh well. We are house sitting Alex's house because him and his mother went to see his brother graduate from the Navy. BTW, Congrats Aaron! We are all very proud of you.

Lately, I have been missing home a lot. My friends. My bed. My house. I hate to say it, even my dad. It's good that I moved out and got out of there but I think it's finally hitting me that I don't live there anymore. Oh well. Guess I have to grow up sometime. Being an adult blows monkey balls.

Still looking for a job. Nothing has been coming through and I have been applying like crazy. I have been out of a job for almost a year. I never thought I would be in a situation like this. I need to get a job so I can pitch in on a house around here for Chris, Alex and I. It would be nice to get all my stuff from my house and bring it down here. Even if I have to put it in storage. I also have a few other bills I need to pay off. Capital One is almost done. I need to make a dent in my Bank of America and then I have a few medical bills that need to be paid. I am determined to get my credit score up. I am in need of a new car sometime very soon. My putt putt is going to die. I can feel it.

So I don't know if I posted about this or not, but I starting taking Hydroxycut to help me start losing weight. I take 2 in the morning and I am supposed to take 2 at night. I can take them in the morning just fine but at night them seem to make me sick. So I stopped taking them then. I have lost 3 lbs. Now I need to get my ass in gear and start working out and I will be where I am want to be in no time. Even though I am going to have to do it mostly by myself because Chris works funky hours, I can still do it. Just need to motivate myself. We were looking into a gym that is month to month and only like $20 a month. We might have to go check it out. I need to do something.

I got a new tattoo. I added it to my cherries, which I got as my 4th tattoo. It's pretty cool. Kind of hard to explain. So when I get to my own computer(I am on Alex's computer) I will post a picture. It's not completely done yet. I have to do in for a touch up and the white in a few weeks and then it will be done. I am up to 7 now. I think it's time for a break. Lol. I have to figure out how to cover them all up on my birthday. I know my dad won't say anything in front of people, but my uncle on the other hand, will put me on blast. Haha. Oh well.

I have been kind of in a funky mood lately. I don't know why. Sometimes its good and sometimes it bad. I have been in the Wedding mood lately. I don't know whether it's because I want to get married or if I am just interested in the wedding aspect of life. I love looking up wedding stuff on Pinterest and on google. I have no life. Lol.

Well I guess this is the long post that I needed to get out of my system. Off to find something else to do to pass the time.