March 30th

I dont know what is it about him but lately I cannot keep my hands off him. All I want to do it is kiss him, hold him, hug him, or cuddle with him. Its insane. Then all of a sudden he started acting like a real boyfriend. Hugs and kisses everytime he leaves or I come over. Always wants me to be next to him. And lately he has been talking about our future. :-) I love waking up next to him in the morning and I love sleeping next to him at night. I just love being with him. He is the only person that can truely keep me sane. I have been having dreams about kids the past few nights. I dont know why but its weird. Even jason had a dream the other night that he took his kids bowling. I think he will be a great dad even though he keeps telling himself that he wont be. So lately things have been really good with my dad but not so wekk with my grandma. She is just getting on my nerves. Always jumping down my throat about something or other. It kind of sucks but oh well. I will get over it. I swear I could write about him all day and never run out of things to write about.

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EEEKKK :-)

It's when he says things like that, that make me fall in love with him all over again. I cannot wait to start planning a life with him. Oh wait we have already started doing that. :-)

Everything

Everything lately seems to be going good. Jason and I are good but that is as too be expected. It's nice to have a relationship where every conversation is open and you can talk about what is ever on your mind and know that nothing will be turned into a screaming argument. I love how I can hang out with his parents and not feel like a burden. Oh and the sex isn't bad either. I love being taught a thing or too. :-) I swear if anyone knew half the shit we did some people would die. Haha.

So we all thought all this drama shit with Andrea was over. I get to the bowling alley Saturday night and the first thing I hear is that Andrea has been hooking up with Jeff. Well we already knew that. So what. So then as I am driving home from Jason's on Monday afternoon Andrea calls. "I just wanted you to hear it from me so you know it's not true but there is a rumor going around the bowling alley that I am sleeping with Jason. He isn't even my type." Ok. Wow. That came out of left field but whatever. So then she asked me if I was the one who started the rumor? Are you fucking dumb? Why would I start that rumor that YOU are sleeping with MY boyfriend? Hello. Doesn't that sound a little stupid to you? Hella dumb. So I had to call Jason and inform him about this and I was like "I guess you are sleeping with Andrea." He was so dumbfounded it was hilarious. Dumb Bitches!

Confession Time

I saw someone do this on facebook and it made me want to do it.

#1. I am a total closet sex freak.
#2. Up until I was 18 I legally had my mother's last name.
#3. I may or may not at one point had a crush on a married man, but I was only 15. Haha.
#4. I will never completely trust men no matter how had I try.
#5. I have a boyfriend box for every boyfriend I have had which isnt many.
#6. Every stuffed animal I have has a story behind why I kept it.
#7. I really dont have a good relationship with my dad.
#8. I have already decided that if something were to happen to my dad before I get married my Uncle Bill would walk me down the isle.
#9. I cannot trust any female as far as I can throw them. They all talk too much shit.
#10. I actually enjoy watching wrestling. I love Jericho!
#11. I religiously listen to Love Line!
#12. I dont think I can ever give my heart completely to one person because I never got it all back. :-(
#13. Traveling is a big must for me but I hate ships and planes and long car rides.
#14. I hate the number 14.
#15. I can log in to people's facebook because they still use the account I made for them.
#16. My favorite quote will always be "never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game."
#17. I will never try anal sex.
#18. I have the worse case od OCD.
#19. Stinky Pinky is the best radio show ever played. Only Love Line listeners will know what I am talking about.
#20. I tweet ALOT. But most of them are retweets.
#21. I really dont want to go back to school right now but I feel like I am being pressured into going back.
#22. I eat Taco Bell and In N Out religiously.
#23. I want to lose weight but I hate exercising.
#24. I really hate facebook because people do post a lot of stupid, pointless shit!

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People Are Petty

So my friend and her fiancè are friends with his brother's ex girlfriend and when he found out they were still friends with her he blew up. Stalking her fiancè and threatening her. I swear to god when I see this kid I am going to beat the shit out of him. I have a bunch of frustration I would love to take out on him. Andrew, the next time I see you, you and I are gonna have some words with each other. Arg I'm so pissed right now. He just needs to grow the fuck up.

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Update!

La. Does that count as an update? Nah I'm just kidding.

Haven't been too busy lately. I am on Spring Break for work which means I have 2 weeks to do NOTHING. Jason and I have been good. Planning our trips and things for the summer. We have the SP tournament in Carson City April 30th and May 1st. His friend Nick is getting married on May 15th. Jason is part of the Wedding Party. Bowling Nationals on the 19th & 20th of June. Oh and I cannot forget Sara & Ethan's Wedding on July 15th. Jason is part of that wedding too but that's because it's his sister's wedding. Oh yeah. Should be a fun summer. I cannot wait. Jason loves going to the beach and I hope he decides to take me when he goes. I love sitting by the water.

Not quite sure what I am going to do about school. I am so burnt out on it, it's not even funny. I just wish I was done and don't have to do it anymore or just not do it anymore. I'm over it.

I'm so over fighting with my dad and my grandma. It's like everyday they have something else to bitch at me about. Why cant every one just leave me the fuck alone about everything. It is my life. Let me do what I want to do. FUCK.

Something To Live By

As The World Turns

Japan Earthquake & Tsunami 2011

I Feel So Much Better

So I was with a friend and this friend was looking at their facebook and Jeff is still on there so this friend was just poking around and it's so pathetic what he is saying on his facebook about me when we first broke up. Yeah you are finally seeing my true colors you stupid mother fucker and you are pissed because they don't include you. I know you don't want me to be happy but I don't care what you think anymore. You made my life a living hell for the longest time and I kept taking it and I stopped taking it because I needed to move of. Fuck you asshole.

That makes me feel so much better!!!

To Jason Ryan Erickson

I want to thank this person right there for being there for my the last few months. There has been a lot going on at home and with work and school and no matter how moody I get, no matter how many times I cry because I'm so frustrated. He has dealt with a lot of my crap but I know he will be there for me whenever I need him. I love him more than he really knows. For knowing each other for such a long time and many of our late night talks, we have realized that we are more alike that we know.

I Have Not Abandoned My Blog

Things have been crazy around my neck of the woods. Things are working themselves out between Jason and I. Beginnings of relationships are stressful because you are trying to establish a real relationship and you are still figuring each other out. No biggie.

My dad and I have barely spoken this last week. Doesnt surprise me though. Our relationship will hopefully get better when I eventually move out.

I want work to call me. All I do is sit at home all day bored off my ass. I need something to do. Anyone know of a job that pays good and monday through friday????

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What Needs To Be Done

There is a list of things that needs to be done before I can move out.
1. Pay off Bank of America credit card
2. Pay off Victoria's Secret credit card
3. Pay off Macy's credit card
Then...
4. SAVE MONEY!!!!

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